Hey I need some advice about this Italian, man she kills me. I hate hippocritical relationships.?

As previously mentioned, (click on myprofile on ti amo etc etc). I met this Italian belladonna, we went on famously. Then she says ok I cant see u because of etc. I says Ok (I'm cut up). Then after six months she 'made a mistake. I love you, want to marry u. etc'. Man I really liked this girl, Man i really love this girl, I goes and sees her family italy, I'm a poet see. I leave everything and fly to see her, its only proper to see her father, (family takes to me). We had the best time. Then she brings this tia amo voglio bene stuff on me. 'lets be special friends, i love u but our differences etc etc we have a special bond.' crap. I'm kinda gutted but i'm a man see. So I post her some gifts and wrote my last letter to her saying that i wish her all the best all the best to fams.I havent written back its been three weeks. I promised my self I wouldnt. What the hell should do? Write back? am i less of a man? What she doing? Should I leave the door ajar? Patience/run? confused..manHey I need some advice about this Italian, man she kills me. I hate hippocritical relationships.?
She's playing you like a fool. She is nothing but trouble and heartache. The only future with her is more misery. Run like hell and do not look back. Don't let her back into your life for ANY reason.Hey I need some advice about this Italian, man she kills me. I hate hippocritical relationships.?
It sounds like she knows how you feel and if she doesn`t feel the same then you should let her go in your heart.That is where you are holding her because other wise she is already gone.